She ended up being hitched up to a seriously man that is mentally ill passed away young from lung cancer tumors and then he states she speaks him through their rough times. This guy abused me personally actually on multiple event and verbally constantly. He endured intermittent explosive disorder and now i understand far more than that but will not get help. How come we nevertheless love this guy and why canвЂ™t we move ahead? He took my house away, all our cash and invested a large amount from it before i really could stop him. Our sons could have nothing at all to do with him. Old buddies wonвЂ™t communicate with him as a result of exactly exactly what he did and exactly how he’s instantly changed. We sobbed this when he told me about his lady friend morning. We believed in wedding for a lifetime and certainly will marry or be never intimate with virtually any guy. He had been the love of my entire life. I will despise him for exactly what heвЂ™s done if you ask me and I also do but miss him plenty and have always been therefore terribly lonely. He destroyed our house. Please help me to.